my uninvolvement in the city

i wake up around 5 every morning due to jet-lag. but i also like the morning in taipei because you can really feel like the city is about to rise to its full working potential while the subway is packed and people walking by you speedily. i feel instantly exhausted when i head out because of the heat. we took an one hour highway bus to Hsinchu, Ku and i discussed the sectarianism and the general uninvolvement in the Taiwanese left. 4 hour coalition meeting with concerned Catholic church Fathers and Sisters. Salvation Army-Taiwan wanted to join the coalition and "save" all the migrant sex workers. you can be saved as long as you are forever damaged. i ate instant ramen and kept sweating in this tiny forest of progressiveness and wondering if the Fathers wanted to save me big queer too. we took the train back to taipei and it was raining a little bit. i worry that another typhoon is coming soon. i passed out in bed by 9pm in a dream of sadness.