immobility

I rarely go to public actions anymore in nyc. It just seems pointless and makes me depressed even more afterwards. the rally against the execution of Troy Davis at Union Square yesterday was a bore. The same crews of Trotskyists with a mix of hipster anarchists, maybe students from NYU. I thought i would reenergized after the 2 month work in taiwan but it's been the total opposite. Things hardly interested me. I'm sick of the research project i'm writing on for ages. The debates in my globalization class are totally frustrating. The battle between anarchist primitivist and conspiracy theory.

I've been thinking seriously about the option of medication. However, i really don't want to go through counseling anymore.

And winter is rapidly coming.